massage from the Heart

Happy Valentine's day to all out there in the world,

Now I do not know much about love I just write how love should be but that would be prefect if this was a prefect world but it is not. So all I want to say is just hang in there if you are looking for someone because someone is definitely looking for you. You will always being saying well there is no one for me or all the good girls or boys are taken but they are not, we are all just hiding because we might be afraid to share our feelings or we might be afraid of rejection and even someone have been hurt to the point where they think it is best to be alone but I understand all your reasons for we all have cross that road one to many times and we lost count but that faithful one will be around the corner but the bad part is sometimes you have to wait for time is always our enemy in this life we live each day so keep faith, hang in there, and by all means keep your head held high for Valentine's day is not just for girlfriends or boyfriends you can spend time with family and sit back and relax watch movies, eat dinner with them or chat with friends online or in person it is your call. For the time is there to be with them. I remember when I was single and always saw couples being romantic with each other and I was feeling my heart break or it felt like it was eating me alive inside I just wanted to be loved and to give love to that special someone I wish and begged for plus prayed every night awaiting her to come to me but the time was killing me. Plus I know and believe everyone has had this moment in there lives either you be on a breach staring at the stars and talking to the moon hoping she was talking back to you doing the same thing and she was trying to find you like you were trying to find her. Some even like me dreamed of her over and over till we awake to see she was not there but others were trying to dream of  him or her and that is where we always cried. You want someone to be there that has your back either it be a wrong choice or the right one, Someone to hold and comfort if they were crying because of someone passing away or a bad day it could even be a romantic movie that brings tears to your eyes and heart. You want that special someone to kiss when you get home from work or you can call when you are on lunch for the days and times are hard but when you have that someone you feel like you can take on everything or anything that the world can throw at you. You always ask them about there day as they do for you and you will always smile for you see your life form in there eyes and heart. To come in and have your love with her and his arms open wide to you welcoming you in to a sweet passionate embrace everyone I think asks for this. You tell them that you love them everyday and that you can't bear to be without them for if you lose them your world is shattered and the darkness comes looking for you to claim your hopes and dreams. But when you hold them so very close you can hear there heart beat and feel it too with out placing your head against there chest. To touch there skin is like traveling there world and saying you wish to be there hero or knight in shining armor. To explore the deepest parts of there oceans of love that you fear you might drown in but you would not care for you have them to save you and keep you warm during the darkest storms and to stare in to there eyes to see your future children in them and a wonderful life ahead of you what else could you ask for right. But like I said I am just a writer that understands love in a different way than others. For it is different for each and everyone of us but the waiting is still the killing point to us, time is our enemy and it will always be there. You just have to wait it out and hang in there with your hand out waiting for the right hand to reach out and put you from the darkness within and in the world too. Just keep reminding yourself of the moments to come like you laying on the couch with her behind you holding you as she blows in your ear being playful with you as she says I love you and thank you for being there to watch out for me and protecting me from harm my prince of my heart you are always in the center of it and I feel I can tell you anything and you will always be my shoulder to cry on if anything happens or he is behind you girls out there and his strong sweet embrace is around you and you feel that special moment of being safe for he kisses your neck saying in your ear I am here no worries I will love you to the day I die but even after I will never leave you alone to face the hardship alone for you are my everything that I want to protected for you are my heart so thank you for being mine and saving me and completing me while allowing me to share my heart with yours as we become one. I am sorry to say I can't help but wear my heart out on my sleeve and speak from my heart I know the world don't work that way. I think of love and I guess you can just call me a fool. But I am a hopeless fool in love and maybe one day you will understand or respected me for the way I am and I know there is more of me like that out there you can't help it you are looking for that sweet angel with a heart of pure gold and you are the soldier that wants to be delivered in to her arms and I know girls out there was to have there sweet Guardian so they can be delivered in to his arms too but we have to go through so much heartache before we can find them some times. It is either one or the other you wear your heart in your sleeve or lock it away and be colder than ice awaiting that one good girl or boy to come and break the chains to show you hope once more to bring you from the darkness into the light to be complete. So my favorite to you all out there hug your family kiss your mom and hug your dad  and play with your brothers or sisters and tell them you love them every day not just Valentine's day as for your friends pat them on the back or hug them if that are close friends of yours. As for you girls with boyfriends or boys with girlfriends hug them, kiss them deeply take them to dinner or a movie tell them that they mean everything to you even tell them how blessed you are to have them for you grow in strength from them and remember there will be hard times with them but you just have to work at it and support each other in the hard times remember that moment that brought you two together and stare deeply in to eyes to see there soul as you say those three words to them either by infront of them or by there ear for if you put feeling in to what you say to them it will always melt there hearts and make them hold tighter to you. Believe me I wish I could see the words that were said from every Valentine's day that I lived and others to see how strong the words that were said through the ages. I would smile softly and cry too but I would add to the words of the ages like the ones I am about to says now I love you and I always will to my last dying breath I am here for you as a shoulder to cry on to wrap my arms around you to be your shield from the stress and darkness. I will be there to help you up when you fall I will be your strength if you are weak I will always breath life into you to see you happy for you make me happy even if you were slipping away I will ask and beg god to take me so you could live just promise me to remember the man I was and I was honored to have you in my life to keep me strong in faith and heart. That is what I wanted to say so I have said my peace and I wish you all the happiness in the world on your day boys and girls fair well for now I wish you all the best out there with your love and search for the prefect one. Or if you have that lovely lady or handsome guy hold them tight and kiss them deeply and passionately.
                                                                                              Thank you for your time
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