The gentle wish (hardest i have ever written)

You hear the name Marguerette of a young 12 year old girl being called by her father that was asking her a question of what she wanted from the library. But she was caught up looking out the window of her hospital room. She says sorry daddy and says can you find a book on fantasy for me to read? Her father says sure honey I can do that for you just try to relax while I am gone and oh your mother will be here soon from work to spend time with you too. As he left to head out Marguerette had lots of books by her bed she had already read through but did it again till her father got back. She never liked to watch TV for it was always the same old shows or news about weather or people being rich or poor. She was just a book worm while always dreaming with her head in the clouds thinking about the stars and creatures of lore. She wanted to be a adventurer too. She softly reached up and touched her head as it was in pain alittle. She been in the hospital for six years with a tumor in her head that was making it hard for her to live a normal life but hopefully the doctor has good news today. Her mother comes in and says is your head hurting sweetie? Marguerette says it is a little mommy. Her mother goes and asks for some meds for her to ease the pain. When she comes back. She asked Marguerette what she had been up to? Her mother holds her as Marguerette says the nurses came in and was hanging out with me as we have a book club now. It is fun talking about fantasy and other types of genre. But the food is bad and they all agree. She says they brought me a burger and french fires. Her mother says wow that is good to her my little adventurer. She kisses Marguerettes head and asked her what books she had been reading? Marguerette said all types ones about ruins, lost civilizations and creatures from myth like unicorns or griffins and chimeras. At the library her father was looking around for something unique, something she has not read a thousand times already. As he looked he felt compelled to go down one of the hallways towards the back of the library. He happen upon a book titled the ninth of his circle: lost histories. He looked theough it to see it as histories of worlds and beings. He thought to his self who ever wrote this had a wild imagnation but it is prefect for Marguerette. He looked at the side and saw a jewel on the bonder he softly rubbed it and said i should rent this for her so he headed to the counter and asked the librarian to check it out but she had a hard time for there was no code on the book. As she looked around for away to help him with getting it rented out. He looked through it again and saw a image of one they called the wondering guardian. But as he spoke the words guardian. The words reach the ears of Caim's master who sees the man in her relfextion pool. She says to her self what is this human up to? So she just watches him check out the book and be on his way. The father goes back to hospital and stops in to pick up dinner for him and his family. Later he is back to hug Marguerette and his wife while she asked where he went but Marguerette says daddy went to pick up a book for me so I had something new to read. They all sat on the bed to eat while Marguerette looked over the book. Caim's master felt sorry for her for she could see the threats of fate were not kind to her. The doctor came in and said he needed to speck to her parents alone for a minute. Marguerette looked out side at the world and wonder with her mind. Wishing to go out and play while having adventures. She begins to read the book her father got her as she learn of far off worlds but when she gets to the page about the guardian she softly stares at the illustration of him wonderfuling why was he so sad. She than hears her mother and father ceying so she ease drops on whar the doctor says in hallway. The doctor had bad news that that tumor in Marguerette's head was cancer and was killing her and to try and remove it will kill her too. She could live longer by the meds they had but the pain is going to get worse as time when on. The mother asked if they did not do the meds what will happen? Is there not another way? The doctor says she will only live a month or two. Marguerette teared up but tried to be strong. She sat back in bed and said i will to keep positive for mommy and daddy but she felt like she could use a friend. Caim's master cries saying she is so young. Marguerette looks at the book and says i wish you were real guardian so I could meet a real person from a fantasy world. Her mother and father come in trying to play it off but it was hard on them with every gaze of there sweet baby girls smile they just screamed deep inside them selves. To see there only child they brought into the world for her to live a normal life with them. But now being taken away from them, being the ones to out live her. They just sat and held her close with tears steady flowing down there faces feeling helpless to her. Night comes and her mother and father were a sleep in the next bed beside her. Marguerette was awake with her head in the book still. But she thought to her self I want to live but if I don't get that chance maybe they could help others in the future?  Than she realized she would not be able to grow up and get a job as a archaeologists. Her heart sinks once again but she says before I die I wish to meet you guardian and have you tell me some of your stories. Caim's master softly waves her hand and the name appears in the book as Marguerette looks shocked as she says Caim's name softly in the air. Caim opens his eyes as he was in the silent forest of his paradise. He gets up and opens a portal back to his home only to be greet by his master and Emily his wife. His master says I am sorry to bother you my beloved but someone wishes to have you read them a story and be there friend for a while. Caim says I don't understand and Emily says you will my beloved just be strong for her. But Caim's master says don't let your self be seen ok. Caim nods agreeing with her and Emily hugs and Kisses him as well as his master. Caim opens a portal to the human realm and right near the hospital. he enters the building but stays hidden from the nurses at the front desk and takes the stairs up to the 4th floor. Caim never liked hospitals for it felt like you were caged as well as smelling death. He stops only to see the doctor that was trying to help Marguerette but as he looked at the x-rays of her brain he could not think of a positive solution Caim shook his head feeling sorry for the doctor for when you have that type of role in life you always have someone's fate in your hands everyday you take a step forward. he heads down there hallways and takes a left to the fourth doo on the right. As he steps inside he sees Marguerette's mother and father asleep but not dreaming well how could they. Feeling scared of what is going on in the little girls life knowing they have good bye to her one day. Caim softly holds his hand above the mothers head to see her memories of what has transpired. He sees the doctor explaining the tumor and how much time she has with them. Caim could feel her inner thoughts eating away at her as she said no this can't be real? Not my baby I can't let her go I want to be the one to take her place. God please she is to young to go I can't be without her. Caim could feel there hearts sink as well as his own for Caim had daughters of his own. Tears roll down his face than he went to Marguerette's father to see what he was dreaming of to only see him at a little log cabin by a lake trying to spend time with his daughter and wife. He could hear the inner thoughts of Marguerette's father saying bed was still on with a empty chair on the other side of the bed near the window. So he takes a seat and sees she was asleep with the book in her hands. Caim slowly slides the book out of her hands and looks through it to find stories about him and some of his life. Than he hears a soft voice says who are you? Caim looks up to see her looking at him with a confused face. Caim says you called me Marguerette remember? You asked for a friend so I came to visit you and give you a story. She smiles and says how do I know you are not just some stranger? Caim says look, as he holds out his hand and opens it. as he had held it in a fist form than when he opens it Marguerette sees a fairy fly out and around the room as she grins and was captivated by it saying wow. She says so you are the guardian. Caim stands up and takes a bow like a gentlemen to her as she giggle. Caim says I am a guardian to all kinds of animals and creatures. He sits down and says tell me about your self Marguerette. She says I am 12 years old and I love adventures and always wanted to be the adventurer to discover ruins or forgotten races. Caim smiles and says well you learned of me and my kind so I see a adventurer but I see heart as well. She says thank you but her smile turns to sadness for she says she has a tumor in her brain that is cancer and to remove something like that would kill her. Caim's heart sinks for she is so young and all she has seen is these four walls. he looks to see all the books by her bed of history and fantasy. Caim says did you read all of these books? Marguerette says yes I love to read and learn about the world. She looks at Caim and says may I ask you a question? Caim says yes you so sad don't you have family or friends? Caim says I do have family I have my wife Emily and our two daughters Cerveza which was our youngest but the other daughter we have is Clara, you remind of me her for she loves to explore new things and worlds. Marguerette says she sounds so cool. Caim says maybe one day you will get to meet her as she smiles and she says do you promise? Caim says I promise. So what type of story do you want to hear but Marguerette says you still did  not answer my question. Caim takes a deep breath and says I guess it is because I don't want to be forgotten or lose my family or fail them. She says you won't for you have them to be your strength so you won't fail and you are alive in there memories so you won't be forgotten either. Caim smiles only tosay you are young but you have wisdom in you Marguerette. She says it is because i have read alot of love stories to see where your heart is Caim. She says i am ready for my story now please. Caim felt like he was about to read a story to his daughter for she reminded him so much of Clara. His heart sinks even more for she was more than a friend to him now like she was a little sister you want to look after as he played the big brother role. But she would never get to for fill her dream of being a adventurer or getting to experince love and someone be her kinght in shining armor fighting for her and walking the same path hand and hand. Nothing is more painful than saying good bye to someone you loved or that was family. As you wished for one more day to be with them but it would not be enough. So you feel it deep down in your heart that you would trade places with them. So they could feel the light of the suns rays on there skin instead of yours. Marguerette says Caim are you alright and he snaps out of it and says sorry lost in thought lets read you a story but she says can i hear one of your stories of lands you visited please Caim? Caim says i don't mind at all. He thinks to his self and remembers the time he was called to visit the land of the stars. Its beauty was breath taking for the forests and mountains were rich in colors. It was a paradise for the beholder but he was called for a reason. Marguerette was watching with her eyes qide open as Caim explain his adventure. He waved his hand to show a mirror that showed the past events unfolding so she could see. She asked what type of creatures lived there? Caim laugh and said dragons little one. Her face changed in aw wanting to see them in the mirror as Caim continue the story. He came upon a vast valley with homes builded within the walls. Two large dragons came down through the fog that was at the top of the valley with spears and swords in hand Caim stood ground. For was not here to fight only to forfill a role he was called upon for. The dragons guards asked his busniess there and Caim says i was called here and he told them he was a guardian. The guards did not care but a voice ring out that causes them to back down. It was the princess of the dragons she stood on two legs not four like the others. She told them that Caim was called upon to help with the illness that was plaguing there kind. So she came over and softly wraps her arms around him and took him to the castle in the sky to meet her mother and father. Marguerette says she is so beautiful and Caim says yes she was her name is Ivory for her scarles were white and her hair a deep midnight blue while her eyes a deep purple. She had a heart bigger than anyone i knew. Caim meet her family and got right to work on finding a cure for them and the dragon people below. Caim later found out that it was a rare plant that was growing that they were eating that was the cause of it out. He stayed a couple of months to make sure everyone was alright and back to good heatlh. Caim stops and says i will leave the part two for tomorrow for you and she says aww but it was getting good. She asked if it was ever dangerous and Caim said yes some of my journeys were my famiky worried a lot that i was not going to make it home to them. Caim trucks her in and says good night to her but she leans up and hugs him saying i can't wait to hear more and thank you for being my friend. Caim nods with a smile as he opens a portal and steps through it but Marguerette sees Clara and Emily along with Caim's master waving at her. Marguerette smiles and waves back as the portal closes behind Caim. From that day forward Caim visited Marguerette as he was for filling a wish but deep down he felt like he had made a friend. One night Caim came to read a story to her but he wanted to do something more for her. So he asked her did she want to go on a adventure and she said in the hospital as she looked confused and Caim said no i mean in my world if you up for it? I don't want you to push your self. Marguerette smiles and said yes i would love that!! Caim stepped out into the hallway and looked around and find a wheelchair. As he moved it into the room he tried to be quiet as to not wake the parents. He helped her off the bed and into the chair as a portal opens and he wheels her through it. She was not afraid she was so exicted to venture into the unknown of Caim's world, she had the true makings of being adventurer. On the other side Clara was jumping for joy to meet Marguerette as she said hello to all of Caim's family. Clara hugs Marguerette as they both giggle, Emily says as she steps up beside him, she is so beautiful Caim. He says she has a big heart for being so brave not letting the cancer get her down. A tear rolls down his cheek as Emily sees it and softly wraps it away as she says are you ok my beloved? He just tires to say yes but she can feel his heart acheing wanting so badly to cure her but he knew that it would only make things worse for her. The human race will look at her as a subject to be experimented on. Caim says i just want her to enjoy her last days as much as she can with us and her family. Clara was playing with Marguerette while Caim and Emily were talking Clara takes Marguerette to there paradise to see the dragons and other animals and creatures from lore that Caim protected and loved as his family. Marguerette looked back and says Caim come with us please and Clara even jumped in on it too saying yes father come with us. Emily smiles with a giggle and takes Caim's hand as she leads him. They spend a wonderful day exploring and picnicing. Marguerette even got to meet Ivory and fly on her back feeling the wind in her back feeling the wind in her hair. Later they sat under the stars and watched as the midnight sky was full of them. Caim returned her home to the hospital after for she fell asleep in Clara's arms like two sisters do. As Marguerette slept Caim just sat down and watched over her while deep in thought not wanting time to move to fast or just wanted it to stop all together. She is just a child that is brave carrying a big heart within her. Caim softly reaches out and holds her handsaying in a whispering voice that is breaking please don't go. As tears roll down his cheeks. I don't want to say good bye to you Marguerette. Time moves on and everyday of her life a adventure all the way up to the end. Caim steps into Marguerette room for the last time to see her hooked up to machines. One was to help her with pain the other to breath. Caim was at a lose for words as he was shaking and crying. Marguerette slowly opens her eyes and gaves as smile like nothing was wrong. She even tried to sit up but Caim says no no just rest Marguerette as he comes closer to her side and holds her hand softly. But he can't help but let the tears roll down jis face. Caim says where are your mother and father and she says with the doctor talking. Caim struggles to say that is good that they are here. She says Caim and he says yes Marguerette? She softly says thank you for being best friend and being there for me. Caim's heart feels warm but still it hurts like hell that hecan't save her. Than Caim closes his eyes and cries but than he feels something warm on his cheek wraping away the tears. He looks up to see Marguerette's hand placed on his cheek. She says it is ok Caim you gave me the greatest adventure of all getting the chance to meet you and your family and to for fill my dreams of being a adventurer. Caim strggles again as he says i can help you Marguerette. She just shakes her head slowly saying no but after she says you did help me Caim you were my guardian thank you.Caim steady cries while in a shake but soft voice says I dont't want to say good bye to you. Marguerette says lets think of it as not good bye but as I will see you again some day in one of far off lands you visit. She slowly wraps away his tears again and she hands him a letter but tells him not to open it till he gets home. She softly pulls Caim close and kisses his cheek as she says will you staywith me till i fall asleep. Caim swallows hard tight but gently. Caim just watches over her. he could not help but sing a song of the winds blowing through the valley flowers. Than he sees a tear roll down her cheek as her hand that was holding his slowly releases. Caim reaches up and holds her cheek and cires. Fairwell Marguerette thank you. Caim stands up and presses the button to alert the staff. He than opens a portal to home but turns to take one last look at her. As he left her with a moonflower in her hair from his garden.you are on a new adventure now but this one you take by yourself for i can't follow, safe travels Marguerette my dearest friend. The portal closes as the staff comes rushing in trying to revive her the mother and the father cry hard in the corner. On the other side Caim cries as he falls to his knees with Emily and Clara rushing to his sideto cry with him. Caim hands Clara the letter to open only to see it was a drawing of all four of us under the stars together and a thank you card addressed to us for granting her wish. Time passes and Caim places a stone in paradise with Marguerette's name on it and a moonflower on it as a gift of rememberances. Emily holds Caim close and clara. Emily says when she was here she was like our daughter but she will always be a daughter to us and Clara says I love you and miss you my sister Marguerette. Caim says her family will always have good memories of her like wedid and emily says yes you are right.
           The End.

(Hello,
 Thank you for reading this sad tale that I wrote I just wanted to say hold those that are close to you no matter the problems or diffences you have and enjoy the time you havewith them. For you don't know when the time will come to have to take that step in saying good bye. So tell them you love them, hug them every chance and enjoy the moments no matter how big or small it is. For some people don't get the chance and i am now one of they number.
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