I am called home.

I am called home.
I fall in the snow storm only to look up at good and Evil staring back.

Wednesday, February 17, 2016

Frozen Dreams ( this was hard has hell to write)

Pitch black as the sound of silents fills the air. Than the sound of metal breaking open as a child no more than 13 years old falls out of his Cryotherapy stasis chamber and coughs up fluid from being frozen for only 25 years. As he tries to get his bearings he was scared not knowing where he was or who he was. He crawl to a corner to get control of his self as he was cold from the long period. He only found the corner by luck because his eye sight has not return to him yet every was a blur. He talked quietly to his self trying to remember who his was, he just repeated over and over who am I?, who am I?. Poor kid his name was Thomas waltz he had his life rough before all this started. We back track to the days of his pasted. Thomas was a good kid taking care of his sister which was 12 years old when his mother was working at the dinner late he was always making it fun for his sister Trish she loved him very much for he was like a hero to her. She remembered when she was being picked on and as for there father he always slept in for his worked at the metal factory making ships and cars. He was a good father to the his children and a loving husband to his wife. But the years of working at the factory long hours took its toll. Thomas was getting the crap beat out of him after school for sticking up for his sister that was being picked on by bullies. The bullies were garbing Trish's pig tails and jerking on them Thomas stepped in and ended up with his head thrown against the side of a pointed wall and blacked out.  As they run off he was not moving so his sister started to cry hard and was shaking him to wake up and than she had a sound from the woulds only to be meet by a hooded man that took her and her brother to the hospital the doctors came and took Thomas to help him to get checked out a nurse called the police and they came to take Trish to his mother and father that did not know what happened but they were worried for Trish and Thomas were late getting home. As the police car rolled up Trish's mother started to cry and the police man explained what happened and they all rushed off to the hospital to see Thomas. In the car Trish remember no one saw the hooded man except her and she will never for get his face for he was crying for some reason? In the emergency room the doctor said to Trish's mother and father that his head hard and was be out for a bit he just needed to rest but Thomas father asked the police man for a ride as his asked Trish who did this and she says the three boys names and Trish's mother said no just leave it alone he needs you here now but he when on his way to speak with the boys parents. The Boys lived in the same house hold and there parents where poor and always blamed others for there problems Thomas father yelled and screamed at the family saying if his son did not wake up normal he was going to get them back for it. Thomas was home a week later but was not the same for him hitting his head hard had ruptured a place in his head only making it where sometimes his loses consciousness while standing still like a statue. It scared his sister a lot but she always held him till he came back from being lost. Another week passed but his mother,sister and father was having his birthday got him to turn 13 years old when his mother and sister were cheering him up with hugs and kisses but he missed his father who was at work late. His father called to wish him a happy birthday and Thomas told him he missed him very much and his father said it too and that he get a great big hug with he get home but as Thomas father when to hang up. Thomas father started to have pains in his chest and was rush to the hospital only to end up in the operating room the doctor did all he could for all the years of Thomas father working in that factory he was slowly dying from the small bits of metal he was breathing in and smoke killing him. Thomas and Trish watched as there mother walked in first and she saw how much pain he was in and how much blood he was throwing up the doctor said he will not last long I am afraid. He asked her to send in Thomas but she was crying to hard saying no this is going to break him and Trish she bagged and pleaded saying please don't leave us please. He just kissed her cheek softy and send her out to get Thomas first and when Thomas came in he was in tears and was scared he did not want to lose his father for in reality he was Thomas hero. His father said hey sport cheer up it is your birthday and your the guest of honor here. Thomas could not help but laugh while crying. He father lean up cough up more blood while Thomas told him to stop it but his father insisted. His father open his arms to Thomas and said I want to give you that great big hug I own you. Thomas cries more for he feels it this is the last time get to see his father so he hugs tight and his father too. His father says I am proud of you have I have ever told you that, you may only be 13 now but you grow to be a good boy or should I say a good man for I am sorry but I have to leave you in charge now ok please be a good man and look after your mother and sister keep them out of trouble ok my son I love you my son. Thomas father cries too whole holding Thomas but as his father holds him Thomas is quiet and Thomas father lets go to see Thomas has lost consciousness. His father cries more saying oh my poor son and holds tight till he too fades from Thomas and Trish plus there mothers lives forever. It was like a slow motion movie Thomas mother came running in as a nurse saw just Thomas standing there as his dead father held him tight. Thomas father in his last moments hope that Thomas heard his words to protect and help his mother and sister from now on. Six months passed and Thomas father was buried and gone while still Thomas had his events while every time he awoke his sister and mother were always there to greet him when he came back  from the blackout in his head. One while Thomas was playing with his sister Trish she asked has he ever remembered anything when it drafts away but than there mother run in and told them to get in the car. Thomas was scared and so was Trish as they did what there mother told them they raced to the factory where there father worked for he set up plans for them if the world were to end and it was going to. As they drive in to the factory there was a line of people trying to get in to the colony satellite they was to be lunched into space as the people fought to get in there was a friend of Thomas father and get him and his sister and mother in while there was a big brawl going on. Thomas and his family walked into the colony station and was immediately order to get ready for the cryogenic stasis Thomas sister Trish was so scared she was breathing hard but Thomas said it is ok you will only sleep for a little bit from what the guard said so he helped her into the pot and she and his mother were frozen and than him but when the world ended the colony satellite failed to lunch and now here we are as Thomas is scared and not knowing what is going on around him or out side the colony satellite. Thomas just sits and cries but out of the cold darkness comes the hooded man only to gentle touch Thomas head for him to remember who his is and what he was meant to do. The hooded man fades back into the darkness only leaving behind tears of crystals around the floor. Thomas beings to see again as he rubs his eyes only to see a clock of how was to sleep for 200 years not 25 only. He tries to open the pots to save his sister and mother but they were locked and needed a override key he did not have. He left the chamber to look for someone but it was there was no one just skeletons all around the floors it was the scientists and guards and medic. They die from radiation poisoning but it was not as strong as it was the first two or three years as it leaked into the colony station. But Thomas looked for around on to feel his body get heavy as it was far to long sense he had a blackout he said no please as he stood there quiet frozen but when he was young it was only a hour or two he black out but now it was three to four days even when he try to eat something it would happen. So with his body shutting down he sat a chair between his mother and sisters cryogenic stasis pods and said father I promise I will look over them now and till the end for me I hope I made you proud I love you father Thomas took one last look at the clock counting down as his faded into another blackout this time one that would kill him. As he slowly faded he says love you mother and love you sister I am here if you need me........
The light fades and the frozen dream comes back to Thomas a pitch black dream.
                                                                             
                                                                                                The End

I wrote this for I was listening to some songs that made me miss some of my family I feel I did not get enough time with so to all you out there that did not get that chance to say good bye or I love you to a love one you can always say it now for our love ones are always in our heart every time we just speak there name or just remember a time they help us along in life even if not to help they were there to just give us a moment of there time small or big they loved us and we loved them

The Four songs I heard that make me remember them that have come and gone:

1.Imagine Dragons: Dreams, ( My cat mama) it was like a bad dream I wanted to wake up from I did not want to lost her.

2.Thriving Ivory: Angels on the moon, (My grandmother) I would always talk to her on the phone and I miss that a lot.

3.Creedence Clearwater Revival: someday, (My grandfather) He taught me how to dance but I was to young to understand why god took him away.

4.The Script: If You Could See Me Now,  (My great Uncle) He always talk to me like I was a somebody even when I was young it was a great man and fishman too.

Rest easy my family and Rest in peace I am here if you need me.
                                                                                      Thank you for reading my stories and feeling my heart in my words plus thank you for the continue support for my blog truly thank you all out there I hope I have help you either in a small way or big way.