Seeking through the heart

Caim walks through the underground library. Seeing his daughters studying histories of worlds and the creatures and herbs that inhabit them. He goes down to the forth floor and sits in one of the seats surrounding the stage with the Exile stone in the center of it. The first, second and third floors are a guardians weapon which is knowledge from the library. But the forth floor is only to be used to exile someone. They would be put on the exile stone and from there the forbidden dagger would be used. The Dagger would pierce the flesh but would not kill the host only pull out all the knowledge they had them and gather. All that would be left is the will to live, but no name and no memories of there life as a guardian. Caim thinks deeply into his memories of his sister Emder and the other guardians. He takes a deep breath and exhausts as arms reach around him. It was his sister he brought back but only he could not restore her sight. He turns and sees her push her nose and head against his. Kit was her name and she smiles as she says are we deep in thought brother. Caim says yes just thinking about our brothers and sisters plus the choices they made so long ago. Caim leans back and lays his head on her chest. Kit goes I will never leave you again brother. She holds tight to him as he owns her a great debt for saving his life. Kit use to be a guardian but when she die Caim was torn. He could not live with out anyone. The others he could not save for there souls were corrupted but hers stay pure so he was able to save her. Even those Kit look 12 years old she was older than Caim by 600 years. Which put her at 1500. But Caim was only 907 years old and looked 24. Kit was Caim's sister by guardian blood but she was born by a different mother and father. Caim looks up to her as she looks down and kisses him. Her pink eyes were always kind to anyone that need help and her hair was white but as soft as rose petals. Kit asks how her grand daughters were and Caim says doing very well but he feels bad because they are always having to save him when he goofs up. Kit laughs and says that is what families do Caim they protect there own. Caim asks how her body is holding up and she says a little heavy but I am doing fine as long as I am here with you watching over you. Caim takes kit's hand and lifts her up on to his back and they go up stairs. They head out of the library as Caim's daughters giggle as they see him carrying Kit to paradise. In paradise it was night time and Caim wanted to show her a good time so they walked through the forest and out into the fields of flowers. Caim and Kit pick some rose, white lilies and make flower crowns. Kit blushes and Caim stares into her eyes by the moonlight seeing them shining beautifully. Kit knows Caim's heart and his aura so she has no need for sight as she is with a large family that loves her and keeps her close to there hearts. Later Caim takes her to the ocean where they dance on the water. With the stars shooting by. Kit smiles happily as she is having fun with her brother Caim. Caim holds her close and she says softly I love you Caim. Deep in Caim's heart he knows Kit has feelings for him and knows they were born from different families. But he was scared that he would lost her again or that he would not be around forever if he got to close to her heart. Caim's destiny was to kill I'd but I'd was bound to him so if I'd dies he dies and there was no changing this paths.  He was just running away from a choice like some of the other guardians.   

Through the eyes of a hour glass (Old post) 2003

I am writing to you mom because you made me realize that it has been a very long time. Since we have talked about your mother and I want you to know I miss her too. Remember the times we spent together the movies, the food store, and eating out too. I am writing to tell you how I feel and saw your mom she was the coolest person in the world and so are you when they say my mom didn’t raise no fool she raise you right you are the one that made it out okay. Because you are the best mom and I mean it. I miss the talks after school with your mother she always made me feel right at home and your dad too. I remember if you had a problem your mom would fix it. She would look out for you if you fall. As you sleep tonight mom I want you to know I love you and dad and thank you.

I see it play back in my head when we where at her viewing. When I walked up she was in peace no more pain, no more suffering. But as I stand there I thought did I say what I needed to say. Did she know how must we love her?

They say when we lose someone that we find the words to say but it is to late that we have to wait and help and look out for the other people and help raise them right. I know you are crying I am not trying to upset you. I know that you are trying to help your sisters the best way you can and there not listening.

But you get points for trying and I know your mother and father would be proud of you. I know I am, and your mom was like a soldier. I can see it she standing at the gates and she tells the man to reporting for duty I have served my time in hell. I guess she is still watching over us. I like her smile it would make your day. The song simple man is to you and your mother I love you both. She wants us just to be happy. Well I would have more but my mind is going so got to go. 

                                               

                                              she was unbreakable

 All you people out there if you have not said it enough tell your mothers you love them.

Hero's welcome but with a heavy heart (I'd story)

Large massive doors open to a city of people cheering for knights coming home. But instead of swords, they fought with black powder rifles and guns. The soldiers were coming home from a long and hard war fight against the creatures of the darkness. The commander lead his troops into the city with his hands in the air yelling in good spirits that they were back from the fight but one of the soldiers in the 19th row was quiet. He looked around scared that something was going to happen. He said to his self in his head that the people didn't know what happen out there. That good man lost there lives and here we are being praise like we win the war. He looks in side his bag on his horse and sees the pocket watch his brother in arms gave him to give to his wife in case he did not make it. He thinks back to that moment. When it all fell apart, my name is Sir David of the 441st troops of Xive our duty is to service and protect the people of the city and lands from the darkness. 14 weeks we were out there fighting for survival. Not knowing if we would see the light of the next day. I guess I need to go back to make sense for all. We all lived in peace on our world until a meteor hit and gave us a new way of life to live with metals and medicines with the spores that was given within the meteor. But we did not know that where the meteor landed would break a unknown ancient seal that would release hell upon us. It all started with People disappearing without a trace but than mountains of bodies started to appear with the life sucked dye from them, just bones and gray skin plus the eye sockets were empty. So the king and the queen with there caring hearts asked the people to come to the city to be safe. I was 6 years old when my mother and father plus my sister were killed by the abominations. I swore to kill them all but I did not know there was something more horror able out there. There in the fields where our farms were was a large massive gate it was where all this started. They attacked at night but by day we rested but when will it be over I said to myself that day. It was a endless war because we would fight for the rest of our lives. I am 36 years old now and trying to understand what I saw out there. We were asleep with people keeping watch as the sun when down. When the last light faded they came flying out of the darkness like ants coming out of a mount. 7000 soldiers against a unlimited odds. We fought with our last breathes, we never stood a chance. They came throwing spears made out of bones and using die people as hammers and shields. Some were even riding giant monsters and with just one swing wiped out groups of soldiers. My childhood friend Sam looked at me on the battle field about 12 steps away. I yelled to him to move to keep fighting but it was like slow motion. He was scared out of his mind wanting it all to stop, for it to be over. He was stuck three times with spears. I run over only for him to hand me his watch and hear his last words. He said to tell her he loved her and tell her he was scared. Than it happen the sky open and it was day again but how? The creatures screamed as they run for the darkness. The gate shatters and something strikes the ground from the sky. It was a large black flame and out of it reached black claw arms pulling a pure white skin being with jet black hair and yellow eyes. He screams and runs lighting fast with a blade he summons killing creatures and soldiers by cutting them in two or grabbing them to tear them apart. He turned and started to walk slowly towards the troops. His eyes had evil intent, a soldier fires at him and the being side steps and warps beside the soldier scaring him before he cut him across the chest. Blood sprees all over than speaks to us saying his name is was I'd and that he was here to grant us our last day to live. I'd took his sword and dragged it on the ground and out of it came smoke demon hounds that had fire for eyes and drool acid they took off running towards the troops. The troops fire there black powder rifles and guns I'd just spins his sword blocking while other bullets split the demon hounds in to two more demons. I'd strikes the ground and transforms into his abomination form. A upper part of a smokey demon that when it reached out anything in its shadow rotted away. I'd swings killing 170 here and than punches the ground killing 350  more. I'd than pushes his fingers into the ground only to have spikes appear any where he wanted. The commander was pissing himself as they retreated back to the city. I'd smiles and killed only to allow a 150 to survival to tell the tale that there is something more to fear than the darkness. One of the soldiers tapes Sir David on the shoulder and he comes back to realty still scared and trying to keep it together. They pass a alley and Sir David rubs his eyes only to see his fear in the darkness in the alley. I'd Was standing there smiling as he puts his finger to his lip to say shhh. Sir David rubs them again to see him gone after. The troops come upon the center of the city where the king and queen wait to hear the report. After hearing the report from the commander the king speaks out to all the people saying that the darkness was defeat and that the soldiers that gave there lives did not die in vain even those it was a high price to pay. The commander says we were victories. Sir David says to the other knights that it is not true, that is not what happen. They just tell him to shut up and keep it quiet. Than the king says let us bow our heads in a moment for the fallen. It becomes quiet but out of no where you hear clapping and a laugh. The queen says who dares to be rude for the dead? Some of the people step aside as a hooded being walks up. The king says reveal your self and the hooded being removes its hood. Sir David gets a bad feeling in his heart that this was it. The hood comes off showing I'd smiling with a follow up I am here!! I'd says what a beautiful moment you have here. The king says who are you? I'd says I am your peoples calling that holds the blade at there throats. The queen says seize him but when the guards get close I'd raise his hand and boom the guards turn to dust. The queen says your the devil and I'd says no he wishes to be me. Sir David screams he is the one that all most killed us. I'd looks at him saying aww you notice well I did not kill you all because I wanted to toy with you all to finish the job I started with more people to play with. The king yells kill him and I'd yells sit your ass down and listen. I'd than swings at the air and the king is slapped in the face forcing him back into his chair where the arm rests change in to snakes and wrap around him. I'd says now let me get this straight, did I hear correctly that your troops are taking credit for something I did. WOW I must say that you are the most stupidest motherfuckers to ever step in to the wrong mans path. Well enough talk you people lived long enough time to pay with what is owned. I'd snaps his fingers and the ground shakes as three large massive spikes break through the surface of the city in different areas. Out if the spikes came demons, skeletons and banshees. People run trying to hide but there is no where to go as people are torn apart. Organs line the streets as a women grabs hold of I'd begging for him to release her and her family but I'd looks at her serious and swings his crawl hands cutting her head off. I'd walks up to the king and queen as she was trying to free the king. I'd says what do you think of your fair city now. I'd grabs the queens head and slams her in to the chair next to the king and she is tied up by a rope that appears. The queens says you will die, someone out there will kill you. I'd says oh please you are not Caim my better half so don't try just die. I'd draws his sword and points it at her stomach and says I see you are with child. The king turns his head in shock and screams as I'd thrusts the sword through her and than pulls to the left cutting her in two plus also taking the kings head off as well. I'd dances around and listens to the screams of the city in panic and pain. He jumps to a rooftop and reaches out his hands and uses his powers to lift small and tall builds off there foundations and throws them at others and people running. I'd says well times up I have wasted enough time here. Out of his back comes white wings and he lifts off to the sky. Five miles up in the air he points to the city below and says bye-bye. 100,000 gone in a blink of a eye while in Caim's world he falls to his knees hearing the peoples screams as they were wiped out. I'd says what do you think Caim? Sir David awakes outside the city that is in ruins now. He says how did I survival? I'd appears behind him and Sir David screams why? I'd grabs Sir David by the throat while holding him up off the ground and shakes his head and says I did it because I enjoy it. You my friend are going to help me from now on. Sir David says why should I? I'd says you don't have much of a choice in this because I have something you want. Sir David says I don't want anything you have. I'd shakes his head again and says you still don't get it I made it where you can't die unless I give it to you. So help me or walk for the rest of this time this world has forever with it never ending. Sir David falls to his knees and cries as he drops the pocket watch.                  

Another side to the subway ride

New York city by day it is moving fast with the people on the way to work, school or deliveries. But by night it is dead within the streets for you don't know what goes on out there besides the gangs coming out at night. Our story begins with a boy at the age of 23 years old returning from college to have summer break at home relaxing. The gray hound pulls up and stops to let Thomas off at the bus stop. As it pulls away he starts to walk to the subway that is two blocks away. His head was stuck in a book on the history of a colony of people that disappear with out a trace just up and gone left food, wood to stay warm or even clothes and no foot prints. Than a loud bang is heard and he turns to a alley way to only see a trash can turned over with a cat coming out of it. Thomas heart was racing but soon he calmed down and walked onward. Finally he reach the subway and when down the stairs. The station was empty but there was a hobo sleeping on a box that was laid out like a bed and a sign saying will work for food. Thomas walks by but left a 20 dollar bill in the cup sitting by the hobo's stomach. As Thomas waited he heard the subway cart coming and also a group of gangers coming down the stairs. Thomas hid by the pillar as the subway car pulled in. The gangers was a group of four guys and two girls. Fooling around and being stupid as one of them sees the hobo and runs over and kicks him in the stomach hurting the old man. As the old man crawls against the wall he drops the cup with money in it and the ganger grabs it asking where he got it but as he asks the hobo sees Thomas behind the pillar and sees he was the one who gave the money to him. Thomas tries to sneak aboard the subway car but was scared they will see him.  So the old man grabs one of the ganger girls and bit her neck while the doors to the subway are closing. He yells run to Thomas and he jumps in to the car. One ganger hits the old man and pulls out a gun and shoots him. Thomas yells out no as the flash from the gun goes off one more time. But as the subway pulls away and the old man was bleeding out. But the gangers were not done they pick him  and throw him on to the third rail frying him alive. Thomas sits down and cries saying to his self he could have saved  him. When the gangers were gone they laugh but than the lights flicker with a dark mass covering both ends of the subway. The girls get scared and hold tight to the guys but arms come down from the ceiling and grab hold of one at a time but some split up and try to run as they hear the bloody screams from the one girl and guy as blood covers the walls. Another guy falls down and tries to get up but something has him and drags him into the darkness and they hear bones break as the last girl screams as blood sprays out on to her covering her. As for the last two guys well dark tentacles grab one and tear him apart. while a hooded figure runs pass the last guy cutting him in to three pieces and fades after. Back on the subway Thomas takes a seat and says he will tell the police what happen but as he reaches for his phone there was no signal. Thomas says I will have to wait till the next stop to tell someone. His heart was racing and he needed to calm down so he pulled out his mp3 player and turned  on some classical music and shuts his eyes. But  as he did the lights flicker and across from him was a hooded figure in dirty rags  with black claws. The lights flicker again and he is gone but down the hall was a women wearing a white dress but her face was gone and replaced with teeth all around the rim of the hole. Her hair was flying around slowly in the air like it was under water. Thomas leans forwards fast and throws up. But his mp3 player falls out of his pocket and slides down the hall. He turns to see nothing but his mp3 player, the women in white was gone. Thomas moves to the next car to try and find someone but all of them were empty at this time of night. Again he sits down and tries to calm down waiting for the next stop. Thomas says to his self why is this subway taking so long to get to the next stop? Thomas grabs his book and tries to read while waiting but in the corner of the cart darkness starts to cover everything slowly and Thomas does not know for his head was in the book. Out of the darkness comes a teddy bear leading a headless little girl covered in blood. The teddy bear was leading her towards Thomas but the subway hits a bump and Thomas drops the book and the little headless girl is gone but the teddy bear was sitting across from Thomas staring at him with his button eyes.  Thomas tilts his head confused he can't remember if he saw that when he came in to this car? Thomas moves again to the next car because he felt weird being watched. His phone goes off and he grabs it only to see a text saying who are you? Thomas text back saying who is this? A text comes back saying Thomas. Thomas writes yes how do you know my name. Again a texts comes saying don't screw with me that is my name who is this? Thomas says I don't have time for this I need help and again a text comes saying I need help too. A hobo was killed and I am  stuck on the subway with no way out. Thomas freaks out and drops the phone but it rings and he puts it up and sees a picture image was sent he opens it to see him self in it. Thomas screams what is going on here. He runs to the front of the subway car to talk to the man driving it but there was no engine car pulling it so how is this happening? Thomas looks out the windows  to see the car go around the ben and large red eyes stare at him. He ducks down under the seats to hide. As the subway cars go on ward down the rails. Thomas sneaks out slowly only to have his hand grabbed by the headless little girl and Thomas jerks his hand and the body falls to the floor and he screams. He gets up and runs but the teddy bear has his leg and its arm splits open and a spike goes in to his leg. Thomas screams in pain and grabs the bear and tears him up and runs to the next car. In the next car he is confronted  by the woman in white walking towards him. He tries to sneak passed her but his mp3 player falls and hits the ground and she hears it and runs towards him with long  arms and fingers that were like razors but he ducks and they strike the metal cutting it like aluminum. Thomas runs but she has a hold of his bag and he just lets it go. He heads to the next car to see the hooded figure scream and shatter the windows. Thomas holds his ears as he runs  towards the hooded figure and knocks it down hard but the creature falls apart and  cockroaches run wild everywhere. Thomas starts to step on them and heads for the next car. Thomas says I am in a nightmare. I am in a nightmare but he sees in the next car bodies of the gangers hanging from the ceiling with no skins but rotating on a conveyor belt hooked to the ceiling as it moves them around in a circle. Thomas yells I am losing my mind. On to the next car only two more he says but what is at the end? In the next car was a white room and a man in a jacket staring at the corner it was him the other Thomas  but as he got closer he turns and his eyes were gone but as he opens his mouth an arm comes out and the jacket tears showing a void of pitch black were his chest should be but he bends backwards and hands come out along with a head with a pick axe through it. Our Thomas runs to the last car and cries wishing to go home to end this forever.  The last cart had a fire place and a chair with book shelves around the walls but there was still windows showing the car was moving. Thomas asks what is this place and a voice says stay with us and he turns to see faces all over the walls and speaking stay with us, stay with us. Thomas screams and runs to the windows and jumps through the glass and lands on the tracks bleeding while blacking out. Three days later he awakes in the hospital where the doctor and nurse say he was found on the subway tracks but did not understand how he got there? As they shut the door the women in white and the headless little girl plus her teddy and the hooded figure watch him at the feet of his bed as he tries to scream but his tongue was cut out from the glass window he jumped through.      

The wolf that waits

Sorry I am late on giving a story but something's came up Friday and got home real late so here is the story, well I should say nightmare I had of Tuesday going in to Wednesday morning. Enjoy it my friends.

September 2, 2014, I twisted and turned all night trying to get comfortable for it was hot outside. Finally I fell asleep but only to have nightmares of the human world trying to invade my dreams to enslave me. I had no peace when it started, Men in black suits busted into my room while my mother and father try to stop them. They grabbed me and dragged me outside as they throw me into a van. But before they slam the doors to the back of the van by the light post in my yard was a large wolf staring at me. They tied and gagged me while holding guns at my head saying: We know what you are? All that was going through my head was if they can't use me, they will kill me. But I kept thinking about the wolf was it real or not and why was I strike with fear more than the men in black suits when I looked at it? Than something hits the van causing it to roll over and over. I get free and run out the back across a empty highway. But than as I ran I look back at the van to see no one else survival the crash but as I look forward the wolf was there. Now don't get me wrong I love animals and wolfs are my favorite but why was this one making me so scared? I fell back and turn to get back up to run again when I see more men in black suits with police and a helicopter with a spotlight on me. I just stopped dead in my tracks. They raise there guns at this point. I just did not know what to do? I feel the wolf getting closer. I see the ledge of the highway and go to jump. But I am shot, I don't know how many times ( but it hurt). I fall back on to the cold ground feeling my clothes get wet from my blood draining from my body as the wolf comes over and whispers in my ear the words of ( We are here) than it takes its claws plus teeth and tears out my heart and walks away with it, with tears hitting the ground from its eyes.

Its eyes where like a dark yellow ember color filled with a purpose in them and it was a pure white wolf. Why was it there? Why so much fear from it? what did it mean by those words (We are here)?  Was it trying to protect me from the world by taking my heart?   I can't get its look out of my head it is haunting me. My friend Jude looked up the meaning of it on a dream meaning website but it said it could be there to guide me or protect me or it could mean I am running away from something. I don't know the answer yet.